Be a host of myself

From now on, I will be a host of myself.



I won't belong to anyone except to myself.



I won't be controlled by anything including myself.



I won't be influenced by any unreasonable emotions.



I won't care about too much what is not necessary for me. 



I am I, not you, not him, not anyone anymore.

 

My weaknesses were died at this moment.  



 Angus exsiting before said,

"Angus existing in the future,goes to be the Angus you want to be."





After having meditated several days,I were back, 

but I knew I am different from prior me.

Change is indispensible, isn't it?!