Take my breath away

click to listen to the music.

http://www.youmaker.com/video/sa?id=8940f271056b4b8a8fab8f25b7d368d2001





This is a song came from the movies" Top Gun".



When I listened to this music, it recalled me many memories.



However, these were not wonderful memories, instead, the terrible memories about loss.



By the age increased, I felt more fearful to lose.



I were feared of losing dreams, losing friends, losing everything I want.



Recently, I have had nightmares almost every night. 



I dreamed I failed in test then went back Taiwan and got nothing.



Therefore, I am afraid of the feeling of loss.



I hope I can take everything I need, such as the tests, love, money, careers, and my future.



Loss, get out my life!

PEOPLE.

Liar is a person whose mind is full of many conflicts.

騙子只是一個內心充滿衝突的人。



Indecisive person is a man who thinks over circumspectly.

優柔寡斷的人只是思考過度縝密。



Narcissism is an action someones love with oneself.

自戀是跟自己戀愛的表現。



Narcissistic people just love themselves more than love others.

自戀的人只是愛自己比愛別人多。



Sensitive person is meticulous in his/her feeling of life.

感性的人擁有刻劃人生細節的感情。



Sensible person have the privilege to get rid of the sensibility.

理性的人有著拋開感性的特權。

leave...

I will leave a long while 



I will cut off all contact for some time 



I did many things wrong recently



keep silent won't hurt someone 



leave here and go to somewhere to meditate



I will come back when leave is not necessary

Perfume and Fragrance

The memory of the smell is the most ancient memory.



It always makes people to recall the deepest memory,



especially the memory in the subconscious,also the 



memory which mankind don't face. 



As soon as people love the perfume, it means he has 



ancient secrets in his mind,and the secrets are that 



he misses but not want to face.  



嗅覺的記憶是最古老的，它始終能讓人回想起最深層的記憶，



尤其是潛藏在潛意識底下的記憶，也是人最不願面對的記憶。



一旦人喜歡上香水，代表著他內心藏著許多古老的秘密，也是



他所懷念卻不願面對的秘密。

IF you want to study in Boston University

If you want to study in Boston University (BU), you should 

prepare a lot of medical document before you came to USA,

or you will pay a huge bill to do same thing in BU.



※Getting the immunizations proof.

1.download and print out the document

   HEALTH HISTORY AND PHYSICAL EXAMINATION REPORT

   http://www.bu.edu/shs/forms/health.pdf

  WHICH IMMUNIZATIONS YOU NEED

  http://www.bu.edu/shs/required/imm-requirements.pdf



2.Take those two document to BIG hospital.



3.It needs ONE OR TWO WEEKS to finish whole process.



4.Finish the HEALTH HISTORY AND PHYSICAL EXAMINATION REPORT 

  and make sure the physician sign the document, 

  especially the BOSTON UNIVERSITY IMMUNIZATION FORM



5. IF you finish the medical examination in Taiwan, it spend almost $100 USD.

    IF you do it in BU, you should spend $ 555 USD only get the vaccines.

    see the website http://www.bu.edu/shs/fees/fees.shtml



中文解說

到波士頓大學(BU)念書前，包含語言學校，一定要先在台灣做好預防針接種，

不然就得花近五倍的錢在BU接踵預防針。



預防針接種步驟如下：

1.下載下面兩份的資料

   健康歷史與身體檢查報告

   http://www.bu.edu/shs/forms/health.pdf

  要接種哪些預防針

  http://www.bu.edu/shs/required/imm-requirements.pdf



ps1解說一下健康歷史與身體檢查報告這份文件好了，

     第一張是學生基本資料，剩下的就空下來吧。

     第二張是健康狀態，給醫生填的。

     第三四張很重要，有關疫苗的事，請交給專業的醫

     師，記得第四張填完要醫師簽名。

     第五張是心理健康諮詢，跳過。

     第六張是結核病的診斷，只要三個問題是回答NO，

     就不用擔心了。

     第七八張是腦膜炎疫苗接種棄權書，如果你沒有住

     校就不用管他了。



ps2解說一下要接種哪些預防針我們是international Students，

     要接種1. MMR兩劑(要相隔一個月才可以打第二劑，但是

     只要找出證明小時後打過一劑，就可以只要打一劑。或者

     再打MMR之前先驗是否有MMR抗體，如果有只要打一劑。)

     2.在十年內接種Td 或Tdap(破傷風、白喉、百日咳) 

     3.三劑的B肝抗體(可以抽血驗抗體)

     4.五年內接種過腦膜炎抗體(要校內住宿才需要，可填放棄接種聲明書)



2.帶這兩張表格去大醫院的家庭醫學科。

   如果要接種腦膜炎疫苗，請先打電話問疾病防治中心那家醫院有疫苗，

   台南區只有成大醫院有而已。



3.整個過程需要一到兩週的時間，請提早處理。



4.完成健康歷史與身體檢查報告所有表格，最後要確認醫師簽名。



5.這樣的檢查在台灣不到100美元，在BU光所有疫苗接種就要555美金。

   疫苗費用見如下網址 http://www.bu.edu/shs/fees/fees.shtml

   B肝疫苗一劑75美金 (要三劑)

   MMR一劑65美金 (要兩劑)

   腦膜炎一劑125美金

   Tdap一劑75美金



Anyway，不是麻煩省錢就是花大錢。

Dreamer or Dream Chaser

Be a Dreamer or Be a Dream Chaser

當夢想家或當一個夢想追求者



Dreamers have dreams, but they just have dreams 

or just think how makes the dreams come true.

夢想家有用夢，但只是有用夢而已，或只想著如何讓夢成真。



Dream Chasers also  have the dreams, 

and they do something to make dreams come true.

夢想追求者同樣也用有夢，而且他們會實踐某些事來讓自己的夢成真。



I hope I am a dream chaser.

但願自己是夢想追求者。

Recommending Two CDs

I want to recommend two CDs, and their type are about classic music 

but presented by different style.



If your are interested in them, please connect the links.

There will have more details about the two CDs.



First CD- 交響情人夢-古典新玩家 / 艾迪亞交響樂團 ADYA / ADYA CLASSIC

http://www.books.com.tw/exep/cdfile.php?item=0020125333



Second CD- 與交響樂共舞 / 古典新玩家 ADYA / ADYA CLASSIC

http://www.books.com.tw/exep/cdfile.php?item=0020130186





我本身很喜歡聽古典樂，但是有時候覺得古典樂曲風太過保守，

聽久了會壓抑心哩，反而不能從音樂中釋放自己情緒。搖滾樂則

時恰恰相反，起初會得到心靈上的解脫，一旦聽久了則是會有空

虛感，反而無法填滿解脫後空虛的心靈。



而這張AYDA所從新詮釋的古典樂，不僅保留古典的基本元素，也

加入了搖滾或爵士的曲風，讓古典樂不再保守，也讓我的心靈從

壓抑的古典曲風中得到搖滾的釋放，愛死這兩張CD了，anyway，

做自己最重要。

New life after sorrow

People studying abroad face a lot of psychological obstacles,

and then they lose their minds and goals when they suffer from those.



I faced it recently, and the barrier stopped me walking forward.

Therefore, I told myself it is time to make a decision.

Even though decision is painful and heartbroken,

I think it is better to determine it by the way I hope but I don't want to see.



After deciding, I sank into the extremely unconcious incredible dark situation.

Finally, I knew family is my last stop I can stay,

and I heard the sound, " When you feel tired, come home, child!"

Time to let my mind go home and lay on my family.

 

Memory and Courage

Time creates a lot of things. 



Time creates memory. 

Time creates courage. 



Time also wears a lot of things. 

Memory is worn by time. 

Courage is worn by time. 



In whole life, people meet the dilemmas. 

Decision is the key of the dilemmas, 

is also the poison medicine of life. 



No matter what future I have, 

no matter who people I meet, 

no matter how difficult I face, 

no matter when I wait, 

courage is my evil and angle of decision. 



All the way I follow is choosing that and responsible for that.

【置頂】English learning

Proverb



1. Haste makes waste. 欲速則不達

2. Constant dropping wears the stone. 滴水穿石

3. Powerful men protecting powerful men. 官官相護 【Perfect stranger】

4. Committed the cardinal sin. 犯了天條 【Perfect stranger】

5. Cross that bridge when coming to it. 船到橋頭自然直

6. You may kill me, but you may never insult me. 士可殺不可辱



Movie name



1. Sense and sensibility 理性與感性

2. Pride and prejudice 傲慢與偏見